no difference …

Jess Cornelius – No Difference. Pretty much my COVID mantra on the tough days …

And it all feels harder than normal
And you can’t believe it’s happened again
So you concentrate hard on your breathing
Cos it’s easier than feeling what you feel
Heaven and hell – it’s only a concept

If it makes no difference
you might as well be happy about it
It makes no difference how you feel
If it’s gone its gone and
You gotta keep on doing
Without it
and one day it’ll feel like none of this was real

You wanna be like how they say in that old non-fiction
Just float along with the waves
Back and forth in any direction
Wherever you end up is gonna be the right way
Well we know that’s not true
It’s so hard to be indifferent like that

If it makes no difference
you might as well be happy about it
It makes no difference how you feel
If it’s gone its gone and
You gotta keep on doing
Without it
and one day it’ll feel like none of this was real

Go easy when you’re lying in your bed
cos the thoughts you’re having then
are not the logical or clearest ones of all
Go easy cos it’s harder in the night and
it’s harder when you’re tired
Cos you can’t see it’s just a feeling and it’s separate from the real thing

If it makes no difference
you might as well be happy about it
It makes no difference how you feel
If it’s gone its gone and
You gotta keep on doing
Without it
and one day it’ll feel like none of this was real